You saw

When i  blog things, nobody ever see's them.
Thats why when i type i dont think of what im gonna say, but when you saw what i wrote that day, it just threw me off track, cause i didnt know youd find out that way.. And the past is just the past, so dont try and glue whats already broken, because i dont want it fixed.. i dont wanna lose what we have.. i dont.. feelings dont leave.. and you gotta understand that./. but when im moving on, and we have love to live ourselves, you have t look past that..

If  your ex was still in love with you or you were in love with him, there is nothing i can do about it. but i trust you not to try and make a change in it. We're our own people and we have our own past. But you and i are the present, and t he future can be defined here, just let that go. i have, i dont even talk to her like that anymore.. I wish youd just treat me back like this never happened. Youi said you would. Eveerything just doesnt feel right. I love you dearly... Dont let something so small mess up what we have thats so massive...

You were here when everyone else was, andi dropped you for them all.. if you dont see that, then what the hell am i so in love for? Im trying to be the best man i can be.. just show me you like it.. And dont treat me like you just saw what you saw..