A life has opened in my eyes, that i must blink wisely, in order to see the future that awaits me..18.music.adhd.cannibuddy.life.lost
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Yeahp
So there was no kind of connection there.. well for awhile, then it died. Or i got fed up and didnt wanna do that no more.. oh well.. im single again.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
<iframe src="http://player.vimeo.com/video/28366669?title=0&byline=0&portrait=0" width="400" height="225" frameborder="0" webkitAllowFullScreen allowFullScreen></iframe><p><a href="http://vimeo.com/28366669">Frank Ocean - Thinking About You (music video)</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/h5c">High5Collective</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p>
soooo...
There is this song by Frank Ocean of OF, and this dude has super vocals.. He's really unique with the music and video for thhis song.. produced by High 5 Collective. "Thinking Bout you.." listen to that.. makes me think alot.
Friday, September 16, 2011
Mr. Cliff French
Man this guy took my phone and wont give it back.. im gonna fight em.. ahh im not rreally that mad so. lol. no sweat. He's a cpool guy though. Thought he'd be a bitch but he's actually poretty funny/lame. Just saying. I got a game todayand its supposed to be coold and raining.. not what i want. I just wanna play in some good weather that doesnt have wind, rain nor snow,... just perfect spring weaTHER.. WHY CANT FOOTBALL BE PLAYED IN THE SPRING?????!!!! That is all..
Nahn Crack nor Soap
Uhh...im not trying to..
i been in this game fior years that shit made me a savage
wird to the man my niggas they tote cannons
rule#1 no serving in front of the cameras first way to get you thrown in the slammer.
i been in this game fior years that shit made me a savage
wird to the man my niggas they tote cannons
rule#1 no serving in front of the cameras first way to get you thrown in the slammer.
Verde Terrace
I swear everytime i listen to Curresny i get this vibe of words ghoing through my mind.. and its so peaceful.. Definitely smoking music my dude. lma,.,..follow he and i @Gonny_Rustavo and @Curren$y_Spitta at twitter.com.. i needa get a new set of tears thoughj.. imissyou. Just saying.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Oh My Dumbness has caught me again..
To tell her lets just be friends..
But i knew that could never be..
Because i was too blind to hear or see..
That she is what i worked so hard for..
What i stopped and dropped the char for..
And now that im free i dont feel so clean...
Because now i feel dirty and my hearts sore.
Oh tree dont stray too far..'
Im still out waiting in the car..
But im down the road where i thought i wanted to go..]
But the gas is on Eeee .. damn how dumb of me..
One day ill wake up to my shit..
And get my hand out my pants and stop holding my tits..
Cause im a man that has poops but not so smart shit..
Im hoping one day youll forgive me foreal..
because if its love then itll find itself still..
Just sitting there waiting like i once did,,..
but i gave up, something im good at doing..
But im better at loving you..
Arent i punkin?
"dont call me that"...
-Booboo..):
But i knew that could never be..
Because i was too blind to hear or see..
That she is what i worked so hard for..
What i stopped and dropped the char for..
And now that im free i dont feel so clean...
Because now i feel dirty and my hearts sore.
Oh tree dont stray too far..'
Im still out waiting in the car..
But im down the road where i thought i wanted to go..]
But the gas is on Eeee .. damn how dumb of me..
One day ill wake up to my shit..
And get my hand out my pants and stop holding my tits..
Cause im a man that has poops but not so smart shit..
Im hoping one day youll forgive me foreal..
because if its love then itll find itself still..
Just sitting there waiting like i once did,,..
but i gave up, something im good at doing..
But im better at loving you..
Arent i punkin?
"dont call me that"...
-Booboo..):
Monday, September 12, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Some gal..
Some lady said she saw me..
I said lady i dont know you...
Why do you try and see me, if nobody tries to show you..
Dont try and interfere, cause i have a love thats here..
And she's waiting for me to return, and ill do that just my dear..
I said lady i dont know you...
Why do you try and see me, if nobody tries to show you..
Dont try and interfere, cause i have a love thats here..
And she's waiting for me to return, and ill do that just my dear..
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Triana..
Hands down youre the best thing to ever end up in my life..Ive never had that affection for anyone but you..But ive thought about too much..and now i wanna cry because what we had is gone from my heart due to the pain ive dealt..ill always loveyoupunkin..But i cant let myself stay here and be hurt..Imsorry.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Grow old with me..
The best is yet to be.. i know nobody takes the time to tell you this,
but youre hearing it from me. (nobody better tell you)
But me!
And if i said it then i meant it..
im scared to be young cause there are other young attractive people around.
Old people dont look at looks unless their freaks..
But youre not.. i hope not.. with me i hop0
besides that..imscared, and i know im insecure, and i know you hate that yo..
but you dont know what ive been through.
and you dont know what bones ive thrown.
but i dont wanna throw no more.. its all skin with me and you..
just want you to be here.. not there, not there..shit no not there
damn freed.. can
t finish
but youre hearing it from me. (nobody better tell you)
But me!
And if i said it then i meant it..
im scared to be young cause there are other young attractive people around.
Old people dont look at looks unless their freaks..
But youre not.. i hope not.. with me i hop0
besides that..imscared, and i know im insecure, and i know you hate that yo..
but you dont know what ive been through.
and you dont know what bones ive thrown.
but i dont wanna throw no more.. its all skin with me and you..
just want you to be here.. not there, not there..shit no not there
damn freed.. can
t finish
Mmmm
I dont think its selfish to get a big ol' bowl o cereal in the morning if nobody else is gonna eat but you. But make sure you check the exp date on there.. cause maybe they didnt wanna get the milk cause it mighta been spoiled or something. ahha
So i had this dream that some guy had been texting her for a while, and they plannedto go out to dinner. But it was never said until i asked him. We were in walmart and Fred and i were riding onpowerchairs, then there was this big eating with people and her and her family and this guy. So i looked at him and at her. And in her eyes she just told me everything without even saying anything. So i grabbed him and everyone was defending him, like i wasnt here before he just came and wrecked everything..i asked him" im not gonna hurt you bruh, just be completely honest with me. Yall text, what do yall do?" he told me, then i just walked away. And as the tears in her eyes filled, mine did tooo. And i just thank her parents. And keep walking... i Hate dreamares..
unconscious....preconscious
I dont wish for these..
They just happen i guess..
Whether im pissed with you..
Or the night gets no rest..
Im so inlove with you..
And its not that hard..
But when i fall asleep..
I think i think too hard..
Its like it all comes true..
Wondering next what do i do..
Fight that dude or break up with you..
In my head all these i might do..
But i cant stop the pain dude..
I cant stop the thinking..
Slit my wrist and cut my throat..
Now ill just start drinking/..
The pain begins to sinking..
But the bottle gets too heavy..
So the blood is filled with poison..'
And the truth begins unsteady.
But the tears flow so hard..
Because that dude right there she's sneaking..
He laughs because he thinks im dumb..
But i can see her thinking.
I know just what youre doing..
I didnt come this to be surprised..
Thats why i sleeep and wake up everyday..
Like my heart was cleaned and fried.
Dont wanna dream no thoughts no more..
Im tired of being angry..
Cause then you get all scared of me..
Depressed and acting strangely/..
I think i need a Dr. dude..
Go find me some kind of help..
Dont know what to believe no more.
My mind,, or myself?
who knew id have to fight that battle, with a girl so dangon sweet..
Id wash her back and comb her hair and massage her three toned feet..
Im ready for that day to come so i dont have to worry bout whats honest..
question is will it show, when im concscious...
They just happen i guess..
Whether im pissed with you..
Or the night gets no rest..
Im so inlove with you..
And its not that hard..
But when i fall asleep..
I think i think too hard..
Its like it all comes true..
Wondering next what do i do..
Fight that dude or break up with you..
In my head all these i might do..
But i cant stop the pain dude..
I cant stop the thinking..
Slit my wrist and cut my throat..
Now ill just start drinking/..
The pain begins to sinking..
But the bottle gets too heavy..
So the blood is filled with poison..'
And the truth begins unsteady.
But the tears flow so hard..
Because that dude right there she's sneaking..
He laughs because he thinks im dumb..
But i can see her thinking.
I know just what youre doing..
I didnt come this to be surprised..
Thats why i sleeep and wake up everyday..
Like my heart was cleaned and fried.
Dont wanna dream no thoughts no more..
Im tired of being angry..
Cause then you get all scared of me..
Depressed and acting strangely/..
I think i need a Dr. dude..
Go find me some kind of help..
Dont know what to believe no more.
My mind,, or myself?
who knew id have to fight that battle, with a girl so dangon sweet..
Id wash her back and comb her hair and massage her three toned feet..
Im ready for that day to come so i dont have to worry bout whats honest..
question is will it show, when im concscious...
Monday, August 8, 2011
Jalil
From the moment i wake and hear your bed springs stretch
I point my fake gone to my head and go blahhhh!
You don't understand the anger
the pain
the aggravation..
annoyance
ugh-ness
you make me feel. like clobbering a babies head inside of your armpits
and at the end of the day i have to be mad at myself just because..
youre Jalil. Faggot.
Her.
never realy ever had a feeling so deep
never really ever had a darling so sweet
never reallly ever had a gal with brown teeth
never realllly ever had a heart so steep so strong with this
brand new sky in a man built home.
but now i never reallllly wanna give it all away
my heart doesnt sing anymore, he's all crumbly and gray(grey)
with a mouth full of false with his peas on his plate spelling out,"TheBoss"
\and now my wife wants me to use periods after sentences
i tend to complete a thought with out finishing, but for Her.. i will(.)
never really ever had a darling so sweet
never reallly ever had a gal with brown teeth
never realllly ever had a heart so steep so strong with this
brand new sky in a man built home.
but now i never reallllly wanna give it all away
my heart doesnt sing anymore, he's all crumbly and gray(grey)
with a mouth full of false with his peas on his plate spelling out,"TheBoss"
\and now my wife wants me to use periods after sentences
i tend to complete a thought with out finishing, but for Her.. i will(.)
GT5
Gran turismo is not as easy as need for speed because you actually have to have the proper driving skills while at high speeds. But its not even fantasy like.. Its too realistic, but i play it, why? Psh..have a great life.. Thats all i can say to ya Mr..Swag
Swag
I wanna live inside this ball, of water that doesnt evaporate when ever i wanna roll out into the sun for a quick bath.. It doesnt even have to be a lot of water. Maybe just enough to keep my eyelids wet so that i dont get dry eye or whatever.. And when i roll down that hill and hit that rock that doesnt exactly pop my ball, but gets stuck in my foot, ill scream for you.. and you better be there..Im not playing fag..Swag.
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