You saw

When i  blog things, nobody ever see's them.
Thats why when i type i dont think of what im gonna say, but when you saw what i wrote that day, it just threw me off track, cause i didnt know youd find out that way.. And the past is just the past, so dont try and glue whats already broken, because i dont want it fixed.. i dont wanna lose what we have.. i dont.. feelings dont leave.. and you gotta understand that./. but when im moving on, and we have love to live ourselves, you have t look past that..

If  your ex was still in love with you or you were in love with him, there is nothing i can do about it. but i trust you not to try and make a change in it. We're our own people and we have our own past. But you and i are the present, and t he future can be defined here, just let that go. i have, i dont even talk to her like that anymore.. I wish youd just treat me back like this never happened. Youi said you would. Eveerything just doesnt feel right. I love you dearly... Dont let something so small mess up what we have thats so massive...

You were here when everyone else was, andi dropped you for them all.. if you dont see that, then what the hell am i so in love for? Im trying to be the best man i can be.. just show me you like it.. And dont treat me like you just saw what you saw..

Fall for you...Hummingbird.

I likeee youuu...
Girrl you dont got nothing to priove to me,
 i know that times have been rough, for the both of us.
 But ill pray for a change.

you see this world has lots to offer
but in time it will go dark.
and if this love is what we say it is, im sure it will go far.
With a girl as sweet as you, there's not much else i can do
but fall for you...

you know that im wreck and you know i cant breathe.
at the edge of my seat with each word.
as the months turn into years,
just know that ui will wait, here...
for you...

You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark.
And if this love is what we say it is, im sure it will go far.
With a girl as sweet as you, there's not much else i can do
but fall for you...for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu..... for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

this world has lots to offer but in time it will go dark and if this love is what we say it iom sure we will go far, and with a girl as sweet as you, theres not much else i can do...

Lykke Li

Her voice is so golden. Sounds like the oceans whisper softly breezing through my ears..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfiSW3jfJhA

we live ina generation of not being in love, and nnot being together.."so cry if you need to but i cant stay to watch you thats the wronmg thing to do. Touch if you need to but i cant stay to hold you thats the wrong thing to do, talk if you need to, but i cant stay to hear you thats the wrong thing to do, cause youll say you love me, and ill end up lying and say i love you tooo.... but i need something different you know it.."

Ta'ing

Grading papers for a teacher i donty even get aong wioth.. He doesnt even grade for accuracy, its ust effort and what not, he's really lame actually. gosh how i hate this guy. but tthe papers graded were easy.. lol. donty see how some people didnt just do their work..

I can't read.

With these lazy eyes ive seen, more than you can see in 7 lifetimes, get you on track, got the fresh scoop on inside, give youy insight on the situation cause ive done it twice..

White

Swear i wanna cry sometimes,..
I cant see what im writing.
The font is in white, but thats all gravy becauise i dont want people to see my feelings..
This is like being blind. ahaha. but oh well. Im tired of Mr gerstner's c;ass, cause all trhese kids stare at me like im some sort of God or like i dont have a lung or heart or flaws like them. BITCH! i anm noit perfect.. shit its hard to write in white...I have to type this essay over NIGHT. this book was extremley heartraching...this random girkl ust walked up to my office desk and started talking, to who? i guessme, but she never waitied for an answer,so i guess she was taking to the poopsicle sticks.. im out.

No one ever comment on my stinking blogs. Maybe cause no one follows me, but this isnt trwitter so i guess that's understandable. This weekend was weird. I dont remember much of it, went by so fast. Im tired of spending my money, on the things i dont use.. people should stop using my kindness for weakness before i start using my strong hand.

Its valentine day. Sure doesnt feel like it, seeing the fact that i didnt get babes amnything... cept asked her to be my valentine. That was kinda sweet. Oh and i have a minor tummy running issue. I need to go home, but mom doesnt wanna text me back and step guy doesnt either, but byou know what? It is just fine with me, ass holes.. She knows what she is doing. She doesnt care if im dying, as long as i die in school, its fine with her.

Oh well, 4 day week, and i never got my tax money friday..  i hope all of that talk Khujo did was not just a one week head booster..

So Dustin is gone to Wichita, i think he comes back this weekend, but he still moved out there. Justin leaves Thursday for FLorida, man i have no friends at all.. But i still got Fred! My homie... so itll probably be back to square one wioth bruh.  Man, my stomach hurts.. Life hasnt started for me, and when imtyping about things like this, then i feel like i have to get my life on track, but im tired of keep saying it.. I made a 6 point success plan lastnight.. it was whack, but the real one will be extremely excellent... Im ready to graduate, get the hell away from hell.

Babes....

When im hungry you bring me food.. even with the money you dont have..
And then i walk and chat the chalk during class with you.. even though im not supposed to.
oh the things you do..going the extra mile,
 stop smoking black and milds,
 i have a call from a wild,
it pumps blood from the nile,
to my veins where you are
 in that green turtle car..thats ll i have..

Terttle Fer

OMG!!! Earl! is! Out! AHHHHHH!

So i got my first set of tax money back Friday.. and ill get more this Friday.. Went out to Topeka, and bougth this very inexpensive Kstate coat.
Im not a Kstate fan, but im less of a KU fan, and it was only like 7o bucks, so i had to copt it..

\andddd i got the Messikan nike shoessss.. CORtEZZZZ

yeah i had to say messakin because they used to wear these back in LA in the day when messikans were CRIPS!

Like thissss! hahahaha. extremely funny. Happy Monday..

Incubus

A hot meal, not a ration of bread.
A real home, not just thoughts in my head.
What i have realized, there is no real God.'
But my prayers and beliefs that someday we will fly.

Nazis wont bother us.
Life would be marvelous.
Say a Kaddish for all those who have slaughtered us.

This is my country.
This is our nation.
We're not inferior,Hitler just hates us.
He sent us to Auschwitz, to works us and rape us.

Freezing in Hell, not doing so well.
While people just stand by scrunch at the smell.
Of flaming lil babies.
Gasing ol' ladies, to think that this world could get anymore crazy.

Im sorry i cant do this.
Would have stayed in bed if i knew this.'
I didnt choose this, i would just do it.
Cause God said he'd be here, but he didn't prove it..